Journal Update: Survived the weekend!

July 11, 2011

I am still stuck at being up in weight.  299 is my current place holder, but on the plus side I had a great weekend with my wife, mother-in-law and kids.  I feel like I made quite a bit of progress getting myself out of my depression.  I did not binge, but I did not eat especially healthy.  I have been thinking about what Louis commented about in my last post and I am definitely an all or nothing personality type.

It is difficult for me to attempt to do anything and not put my all in to it.  The problem I have is trying to be perfect at anything is self defeating when you just need to be consistent and enduring.  I have to learn how to break my problems up and compartmentalize them more.

This is not a new thought for me as I work on it constantly.  I think the last blog post I mentioned it was my odd Voltaire quote one.  In a way I think journaling or blogging about something like this keeps it more in the front of your list of things to work on.  At least that is what I am telling myself as I write about the same problem again.

I am doing horribly in my competition to get to 250 and in my competition.  The good thing is I do feel more positive tonight as I write this.  I have not been in this good of a mood for quite a bit, and hopefully that will transfer into have a successful and fulfilling week.  More importantly, some success and hope is what I think people read this blog for!

I need to actually have some progress to report right?

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  • 1. Kent from BLFR  |  July 12, 2011 at 9:47 am

    Good stuff Dwayne!

    This could be your week – Sherri and Lou are both on the road so it is me and you this week. Lets do this!

    Game On!


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